Simone Biles arrived in Tokyo
as the star of the U.S. Olympic movement and perhaps the Games themselves. She
convinced herself she was prepared for the pressure. That she was ready to
carry the burden of outsized expectations.
Only,
as the women’s gymnastics team final approached on Tuesday night, something
felt off. And the athlete widely considered the Greatest of All Time in her
sport knew it.
So
rather than push through the doubts that crept into her head as she’s done so
many times in the past, Biles decided enough was enough. She was done. For now.
The
American star withdrew from the competition following one rotation, opening the
door for the team of Russian athletes to win gold for the first time in nearly
three decades.
Jordan
Chiles, Sunisa Lee and Grace McCallum guided the U.S. to silver while Biles
cheered from the sideline in a white sweatsuit, at peace with a decision that
revealed a shift not only in Biles but perhaps the sport she’s redefined.
“We also have to focus on
ourselves, because at the end of the day we’re human, too,” Biles said. “So, we
have to protect our mind and our body, rather than just go out there and do
what the world wants us to do.”
The
Americans — fueled by an uneven bars routine by Lee that not even Biles could
match — drew within eight-tenths of a point through three rotations. ROC,
however, never wavered on floor. And they erupted when 21-year-old Angelina
Melnikova’s score assured them of the top spot on the podium for the first time
since the Unified Team won in Barcelona in 1992.
The victory came a day after
ROC men’s team edged Japan for the top spot in the men’s final. Great Britain
edged Italy for bronze.
“The
impossible is possible now,” Melnikova said.
Perhaps
in more ways than one.
In
the five years since Biles and the U.S. put on a dazzling display on their way
to gold in Rio de Janeiro, gymnastics has undergone a reckoning. The tectonic
plates in a sport where obedience, discipline and silence were long considered
as important as talent and artistry are moving.
Biles
has become an outspoken advocate for athlete’s rights and the importance of
proper mental health. There was a time, there were many times actually, where
she felt she wasn’t right and just powered through because that’s what people
expected of her.
Not
anymore. And the stand she took could resonate far beyond the color of any
medal she may win in Tokyo.
Biles
is the latest in a series of high-profile athletes, including tennis star Naomi
Osaka, who have used their platforms to discuss their mental heath struggles. A
subject that was once taboo has become far more accepted and embraced.
U.S.
Olympic and Paralympic Committee CEO Sarah Hirshland applauded Biles for
prioritizing her “mental wellness over all else” and offered the organization’s
full support. USA Gymnastics women’s program vice-president called Biles’ act
“incredibly selfless.”
Biles
posted on social media Monday that she felt the weight of the world on her
shoulders after an uncharacteristically sloppy showing during qualifying left
the Americans looking up at the ROC on the scoreboard.
The
tension affected her practice. It affected her confidence. And when she stepped
onto the vault runway, it finally found its way to her performance, too.
She
was scheduled to do an “Amanar” vault that requires a roundoff back handspring
onto the table followed by 2 1/2 twists. Biles instead did just 1 1/2 twists
with a big leap forward after landing. She sat down and talked to U.S. team
doctor Marcia Faustin, then headed to the back while the rest of the Americans
moved on to uneven bars without her.
When
Biles returned several minutes later, she hugged her teammates and took off her
bar grips. And just like that, her night was over.
“To
see her kind of go out like that is very sad because this Olympic Games, I feel
like, is kind of hers,” Lee said.
Biles
is scheduled to defend her Olympic title in the all-around final on Thursday.
She also qualified for all four event finals later in the Games. She said she
will regroup on Wednesday before deciding whether to continue.
Biles’
abrupt absence forced the Americans to scramble a bit. The finals are a
three-up/three-count format, meaning each country enters three of their four
athletes on an apparatus, with all three scores counting.
Chiles
stepped in to take Biles’ place on uneven bars and balance beam. The
20-year-old who made the team with her steady consistency pulled off a solid
bars routine and drilled her balance beam set two days after falling twice on
the event.
Thanks
in part to a little help from ROC — which counted a pair of falls on beam — the
U.S. drew within striking distance heading to floor, the final rotation.
Without
Biles and her otherworldly tumbling, the U.S. needed to be near perfect to
close the gap. It didn’t happen. Chiles stumbled to the mat at the end of her
second pass, and any chance the U.S. had of chasing down ROC went right along
with it.
Not
that Chiles or the rest of the Americans particularly cared. The gold might be
gone, but something more significant may have happened instead. It’s a tradeoff
they can live with.
“This
medal is definitely for (Biles),” said Chiles. “If it wasn’t if it wasn’t for
her, we wouldn’t be here where we are right now. We wouldn’t be a silver
medalist because of who she is as a person.”
Chiles
then turned to her good friend. Biles helped convince her to move to Houston to
train alongside her two years ago, a decision that turned Chiles into an Olympian.
In an empty arena in the middle of Japan with the world watching, Chiles did
for Biles what Biles has done for so many for so long. She had her back.
“Kudos
to you girl,” Chiles said. “This is all for you.”